November 2011
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what will my future be like?
People tell me I’ve been too unrealistic believing that I could live my life doing what I love to do.. and that is drawing and painting. Just recently I was given a wake up call that I’ve got to choose a career field that’s actually in demand right now and which will ultimately earn me money. It’s not that I’ve been asked to consider forgetting about an artistic...
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no title, just a plan
I think I will just sleep. The next morning I will wake up and draw. I could become shrewder than I already am. Maybe if I simplify my life by adjusting to such routine and re-configuring myself, I might eventually find my way to sternness and practicality rather than always falling into the quagmire of emotions. It might even make it easier for me to live knowing romantic love will never be a...
fall-descent-deactivated2013032 asked: realized I never got to say goodbye :/ Goodbye. Have a happy journeys and always take care. Love you lots x3 Ciao~
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bipolar, no?
The thought of you rigidly sticks around in my mind, even when I try to give you a mental farewell, a proper one, you see? It’s getting rather difficult to live each day realizing that I will never experience the sweet euphoria of being with you, and the knowledge of that keeps pushing me over the edge. Just at this very moment, I’m not thinking selflessly (as I should be).. I’m...